Sunday, 30 October 2011

Fragrances for women

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Fragrances for men

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Please browse the products below. 

You can place your order by:

-         Email me at ozperfume@yahoo.com (recommended)
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Order confirmation and details for payment will be sent via email only.
Sale ends 8/November/2011 (last day to order)
All products will be available in Malaysia on 6/December/2011.
Thank you. Happy shopping :)





Sunday, 23 October 2011

A decision that changes my life~

Assalamualaikum kepada semua yang sudi tengok blog ala-ala kebudak-budakan ni. Ahaks. Yang penting, berani mencuba. Dlm last entri, saya ada janji nak cerita pasal a big decision that will change my life. Actually ade banyak, tapi this one is gonna change my entire life. Seriously!

Sure ramai yang akan fikir that I will talk about getting married kan? Nope this time, it's something to do with money.. Haha, not really actually. Ok, straight to the point la, make things easier. It's my profession that's I have to decide and finally I ended up in a pathway to become a DOCTOR. I have to admit that initially that's not really my first top-ranking choice, seriously I love physics and chemistry (huhu, mcm nerd jea kan). Mula-mula, ingat nak proceed studies in chemical engineering, tapi setelah mendengar nasihat org2 yang dah pernah makan garam sebelum ni, finally here I am. (Lagi 3 minggu nak final exam, i really mean final as in no more exams after this, yahooo!!!)


Sepanjang hidup memang akan stuck dgn routine doctor yang akan busy ari2. I've seen those experience myself because my elder sister is a doctor, she owns a clinic. Awal2 sebelum klinik tu betul2 establish, hari-hari kerja sampai pukul 10 malam. Sabtu pon keje jugak. Her husband is a specialist in a private hospital, he is even busier (so don't think once you have become a specialist, you boleh lepak2 kat rumah ye). Oncall xtau la bape kali seminggu. Sometimes, baru smpai rumah tgh2 malam, ade pager masuk, and kena la balik ke hospital semula. Kdg2 pukul 5 pagi dah keluar rumah (I've heard this from my sister).. But now, he has one assistant, so kurang la sikit kerja. (But frankly speaking, memang banyak gila la kan gaji bila kerja private, gaji kita setahun pon agaknya xdapat nak beat gaji dia sebulan)

Back to reality, I still have one more year as a student intern, senang cakap pre-housemanship year. Dah xde exam ape2, totally practical and will do the same as what interns or HO or whateva you call it do. But, under supervision. Bila orang tanya, kenapa Adelaide Uni smpai 6 tahun, this is the answer. We have one extra year untuk practice jadi intern, so that when the time comes, competent la cket. Xdela terkapai-kapai sgt. BUT this only applies if i'm gonna work here. Sebab setiap hospital ada guidelines masing-masing, and in OZ they are so evidence-based. I don't know the situation back in Malaysia. So, I'm freaking out jugak la especially selepas baca luahan perasaan rakan-rakan yang dah start menjadi HO. I guess, this is the path that I choose, so just be patient, betulkan niat kerana Allah and everything is gonna be fine :)

This is my beloved university :)


Ok, next thing I wanna share is related to the above statement. About housemanship officer. I read a reflection about housemanship from this one blog. 


Basically apa yang dia cerita typical dengan cerita-cerita HO sebelum ni. Memang xbanyak berubah. Banyak kerja, kena marah, inhumane etc.. I could not say much sebab I'm not in their shoes. But, what I know it's gonna be really hard and harsh! But, what makes me freak out, bila baca comment2 dalam entri tu. Ada yang baru sebulan start kerja, da gantung diri sebab stress sgt. Ada kisah lagi 2 HO masuk psych ward (wad sakit jiwa). This one story really makes me cry. Ada seorang suami kepada seorg HO ni. His wife hari2 balik kerja menangis, mengadu kat dia mcm2.. Senior doctor xbagi balik rumah etc.. One day, this husband dah tak tahan tgk isteri dia kena buli, so he went to the hospital and punched the senior doctor on his face. Dah jadi kes polis plak, suami tu pon kena penjara 3 bulan. So dah hilang support la isteri dia ni, she lost her insanity due to overstressed and finally died.. Sob3.. Sampai mcm tu sekali ke? Skang dah 7 tahun isteri dia meninggal. Innalillah..

Itu cerita org, saya xtau ape cerita sy nanti. Hanya doa dan tawakkal kepada Allah. I know it's gonna be hard especially for me, graduate from oversea. Seriously speaking, OZ has one of the best environments to work for doctors. Everyone works as a team, most of the consultants, RMO, registrars are so supportive towards the interns, yes that's true. Xde nak marah-marah xtentu pasal, kalau salah memang la akan ditegur but bukan dgn cara yang memalukan. I am always wondering mcm mana orang yang tiada kepercayaan pada Allah ni, moral diorg sgt tinggi. They know how human should be treated. 



I still remember, when i was doing medical rotation last year, ade sorg intern buat salah yang besar and dia sgt down time tu. Memang takut akan dipersalahkan oleh consultant, sikit lagi patient tu nak mati. But this one consultant, langsung xmarah, but really supports her and even cuba nak defend intern tu. Owh, that's so sweet okay.. and in another rotation, ade sorg consultant ni sgt baik yang amat, sentiasa senyum and lansgung xpernah marah. One day dia kata nak belanja makan, dia berkeras nak belanja sebab he said dia masih ingat lagi time jadi medical student, he knew this one consultant that was so kind to him. suka belanja student jugak, and so nice to everyone. So dia kata, start dari aritu, dia bertekad nak jadi those very kind consultants that student will remember :)

So kesimpulannya, hidup ni memang ada turun, ada naik. Ade waktu happy, ade waktu sedih, ade waktu down and up. As long as you connect your heart and mind to Allah, He will guide you. Ketenangan, perasaan kita semua ni Allah tahu. Dia Maha Mengetahui. So, xpe kalau manusia benci, buli, suka marah-marah kita, layan kita macam sampah ke, yang penting we know Allah is always with us :)

Huh, I think that's enough for now. Next, buat jadual utk study. Have to give my 200% commitment to this very final exam. Hope everyone has a happy day! Next time dah boleh cerita pasal my big day plak. Excited!! 
Tata titi tutu. Wassalam.

Tuesday, 4 October 2011

My first entry - life equals to decision

Life is the sum of all your choices.  ~Albert Camus~

Baru nak try buat blog. Ni pon satu decision jugak, tiba-tiba terasa nak ada blog jugak. Dulu memang pernah ada, 3 tahun lepas, tapi lepas buat satu entri, terus tak pernah jenguk dan akhirnya memang langsung lupa da apa nama blog tu. :P

Nak cerita cket pasal membuat keputusan. Dari kecik sampai besar, memang tak pernah lari dari buat keputusan. Mungkin la zaman sekolah rendah dulu, mak kita yang banyak tentukan apa kita buat cthnya, nak pakai baju mana pergi sekolah, bawak sarapan apa, semua mak dah buatkan. Tapi bila semakin dewasa, kita dah kena start fikir pasal kehidupan sendiri. Start dengan membuat pilihan untuk teruskan pelajaran di sekolah mana bila da masuk 13 tahun.

Sebetulnya, saya memilih untuk ke SMAP Kajang dan rasa gembira sangat lepas dapat tawaran. Tapi parents nak teruskan tradisi adik-beradik, semua kena sekolah under JAIS. Dan akhirnya saya akur dan terus masuk SAMT Hishamuddin Kg Jawa Klang, tapi sempat duduk sana 2 minggu je. Then, dapat tawaran SAMBEST dan alhamdulillah, saya rasa bersyukur survive sampai form 5 dekat sekolah tu. Kalau nak cerita kenangan, memang banyak sangat. Sampai sekarang pun, memang sgt terkesan dalam hati.

Lepas SPM, ini memang dilemma nak sambung kat mana. Mula-mula memang tak fikir panjang, nak masuk matriks dan sambung dekat ipta. Sekali borang matriks buat hal pulak, boleh hilang pulak di bahagian kementerian. 3 kali saya dan family pergi Putrajaya nak cek borang matriks sebab tak puas hati kalau just call pegawai diorg. Last2 dah give up dan malas nak fikir, terus je apply JPA. Waktu ni parents mula-mula tak berapa nak benarkan, dah la anak last, perempuan plak tu. And alhamdulillah, dapat tawaran utk sambung belajar di Australia. On the same time, dapat lagi 2 tawaran ; medic di USIM and medic di Russia under Setiausaha Kerajaan Negeri Selangor. Memang dah berbelah bahagi time ni. Hati teringin nak pergi Australia tp bila fikir kan balik betapa lamanya kena belajar (setahun stgh preparation di Taylors dan 6 tahun di Adelaide), memang sgt berbelah bahagi.

The hardest thing to learn in life is which bridge to cross and which to burn.  ~David Russell~

Finally, lepas buat pertimbangan dan perbincangan dgn family, I chose Australia. Alhamdulillah, i think I made a right decision, walaupon jadi org paling last utk grade antara kawan-kawan semua, tapi saya sgt bersyukur dengan rezeki selama ini. Sepanjang belajar di Adelaide University dalam jurusan perubatan, memang banyak la suka dan dukanya. Nak kata mengalir air mata ni dah jadi lumrah. Hidup di tempat orang. Waktu first year dulu, i'm the only Malay and Muslim student dalam kelas. Mencabar tak mencabar. Memang susah nak adapt and ikut rentak diorg. And cara diorg belajar sgt lain dgn org Malaysia. Kalau nak jawab soalan, semua berebut-rebut nak cakap. You are gonna be a loser if you don't compete to speak up. Better to be the first person to speak up otherwise you are gonna run out of idea. All has been taken! That's one thing that I would love to see in Malayia.

And sedar tak sedar, I'm in fifth year now! Towards the end of this year is my final exam ever for MBBS! Our final exam is not in sixth year, it's indeed in 5th year. Because in 6th year, you are gonna be like intern but only given a limited number of patients to clerk.



And my story does not stop there. I've made another big decision that will change my life forever. Dan saya yakin dan percaya, keputusan yang diambil ni adalah yang terbaik. Keluarga menyokong dan org sekeliling juga menyokong. But nothing comes without problems. Dugaan itu sentiasa ada di mana-mana sahaja. Saya akan cerita what's the big decision next time... Hopefully next entry akan lebih berilmiah.. To be continued...